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once in my life,
i would surly liike to fine.
somone wouuld is meant for me,
someone who it truely mine.
i thought i had it once,
but i guess i was wrong.
i fell to fast,
and i fell too strong.
now i seee it's not the end,
maybe one day my heart will let me love again....
:D...and it has!
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[07 Jul 2005|12:44am] |
| Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... | | Category | Your Score | Average | | Self-Lovin' | 33.3%
When I think about you - or anyone - I touch myself | 65.1% | | Shamelessness | 45.2%
Puts 'em on the glass | 79.2% | | Sex Drive | 47.4%
I got needs, baby, you gotta unnastan'! | 77.6% | | Straightness | 7.1%
Knows the other body type like a map | 44.4% | | Gayness | 51.8%
Had that experience at camp | 83.8% |
| Fucking Sick | 77.9%
Refreshingly normal | 90.1% |
You are 46.8% pure
Average Score: 72.6%
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[05 Jul 2005|07:10pm] |
It's been about 3 weeeks sinc my surgery...the pain from it was like nothhing in thhe world. it was horrible:(
i hhave a boyfiend, and i care for him very much! he make me smile...he wont let me pay for anything...he has BLUE eyes....were are very similar....just about eeveerything we bothh like!
-kristin he is not fat and does not look like a chipmonk! oh and your tattoo looks awesome!
now tat im able to go back to thhe gym, i pllan to go like 5 times a weeek...anyonee car to join mee?
i decided i like my steak medium rare....and thhe beest is a neew york strip!
i hhave 4 innterviews lind up tomm. for really good jobs.....eachh is salary of about 24,000....which forr just entry level is good.
my mom is steadily becoming moree and more a pain in my ass.
i live with my uncle now, not really, but i might as weell i haveenvt been home in likee 2 weeks
so life is great...withh exception of my mom....
sorry about the typing...im to lazy to fix....using a retarded laptop..
<3 Stephanniee
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maybe he doesnt like me as i thought..i was probably just someone to keep his attention. oh well it happens, most likely wouldt of worked out....but at least i know him as a frend!
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[12 May 2005|02:56pm] |
IM GOING VEGETERIAN TODAY!
EGGPLANT ROLLATINI!
THE BEST THING IN THE WORLD!
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[10 May 2005|01:48pm] |
Do you like me?
or is it just like friends
you live far away...
im confused
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[10 May 2005|12:50pm] |
? Isolator: If you are an Isolator, you need a lot of personal space. Isolators minimize emotion, are often guarded and unconsciously push people away, keeping them at a distance.
? Fuser: If you are a Fuser, you have an insatiable appetite for closeness and don't like being alone. Fusers crave attention and are sometimes described as clingy.
? Ambivalent: If you are an Ambivalent, you are a little bit of both. Ambivalents like to pull away, yet they want to feel close at the same time. They can also be confusing and hard to read.
YOU ARE AN AMBIVALENT
YOUR CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES
Your childhood experiences show that you are an Ambivalent. As a child, you probably received plenty of love and affection from your parents but were also allowed to form your own sense of independence. Your parents may have upset you and let you down at times, but your childhood needs were essentially met. Therefore, as an adult, you have traits that are common in both Isolators and Fusers, two polar opposites. This means that your relationship style includes many interesting contradictions. You've been known to both push people away and expect them to dote on you at the same time. Freedom is just as appealing to you as being showered with affection.
YOUR PERFECT PARTNER
As an Ambivalent, you're uniquely qualified to have a successful relationship with a partner from either category: Fusers or Isolators.
In your case, "happily ever after" depends on which role you find yourself adopting more often. If you're usually the outgoing one in the relationship, often seeking affection and attention, you're more of a Fuser. This means that your perfect partner is actually your opposite type, an Isolator. You may have guessed just the contrary, that your best match would be someone who would shower you with all the love and affection you crave. But happiness for you means partnering with someone who will respect your privacy and support you when you want to do independent activities, much like your parents did.
If you're often a private person who likes her space, you're more of an Isolator. This means that your perfect partner is actually your opposite type, a Fuser. Contrary to what you might have thought, your best match is not someone who gives you all the space and freedom you crave. Instead, your best bet for long-term happiness is partnering with someone who dotes on you, someone who shows his affection and expresses his emotions easily and often, just as your parents did.
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[14 Apr 2005|07:54pm] |
How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way
And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
But Since U Been Gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since U Been Gone
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| song that made me think...but surprisingly not too much. ; ) |
[14 Apr 2005|07:51pm] |
"What Happened To Us?"
I thought it was too good to be true
I found somebody who understands me
Someone who would help me to get through
And fill an emptiness i had inside me
But you kept inside and I just denied
Some things that we should have both said
I knew it was too good to be true
Cause i'm the only one who understands me
What happened to us
We used to be so perfect, now we're lost and lonely
What happened to us
And deep inside I wonder, did i lose my only?
Remember they thought we were too young
To really know what it takes to make it
But we had survived off what we have done
So we could show them all that they're mistaken
But who could have known the lies that would grow
Until we could see right through them
Remember they knew we were too young
We still don't know what it takes to make it
We could have made it work, we could have found a way,
We should have done our best to see another day
But we kept it all inside until it was too late
And now we're both alone, the consequence we pay
For throwing it all away, for throwing it all away...
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[14 Apr 2005|06:36pm] |
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last night was soo fun!...i did something that i thought i would never done...i faced one of my biggest fears and i did it bc i wanted to....public singing! HAHA who would of thoug i would have gotten up on stage and sang...lol...and i wasnt drunk either...lol...i was with my friends and stopped at this bar to play pool...or at least for me "learn"..and the guy up front asked if there were any people who wanted to sing a song or something.....well i thought about it and looked through a book of like hundreds of songs....i found one i liked... so i sung christina aguilara's "i turn to you"....it was great..i had like this big ruch of excitment and fear at the same time but as i finish it had turned into complete like....a unexplainable feeling...like you know when you get on a roller coaster or had your first kiss???....well it was that feeling... and wow.....everyone was screamming and clapping...it was like the best night i have had in a long time.....now i wanna do it again...hahaha......maybe ill be on american idol..hahaha...riiiight..lol...
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[08 Apr 2005|09:15pm] |
what is it with guys?...huh?...really?. why cant i find a guy the loves me for me? i thought i had that once..but right now i guess i was wrong. it's kinda sad that you can do so mush but not get anything in return. are there no guys out there that can truely love someone for who they are and not think that you have to be perfect? just bc you make a mistake and realize it and try everything in your power to change it, they still think of you like your going to fuck it up again.....
why cant i find someone that will chase after me the way i have always done?am i such a bad person to believe in the relationship?....GOD.....why does it seem like i fuck things up?...when a relationship is two people makeing decisions. both has to run in the ground , right .unless it's something serious like cheating or something....but y...i dont know...will i ever find what i desire?
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OMG!!!! SNOOOOOOOOOOOOW!!! i got up 4 am to see snow today!!!! and yes im crazy!
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im in a pickle..halloween is steadily approaching but i seem not to know what to be this year....you see and i have to be something this year..im going to a halloween costume party. and whos is most creative or funny winns some prize. and you know i cant pass this up..this is a day i can pretend to be anything i want, and possibly get something from it besides have a kick-ass time. so anyone GIVE ME AN IDEA PLEASE!!!!!
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| Happy FUCKING birthday to ME!! |
[01 Sep 2004|09:27am] |
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WTF?!?! is up with my birthday this year?
....so far i have a sucky job getting paid almost nothing.
....i have plane tickets to fly down for florida to see my family for my b-day but it looks like thats not going to happen.
....the stupid hurricane Frances is on it's way to completely destroy my moms house
....my birthday is on september 4....THE FUCKING DAY THE HURRICANE IS SUPPOSE TO HIT!!
....my plane tickets are non-refundable
....2 days ago my moms purse was stolen with MY credit cards in them
....the dude who stole her purse has already used my credit card
....inside her purse was my birthday present.
....my aunt red at 80 years old think she can withstand the hurricane, alone.
....the whole week i was to come down and see everybody is rined due to the fucking hurricane!
....my birthday sucks!
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| HAHAHAHAHA!!! Fetish list |
[31 Aug 2004|01:10am] |
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Amateurs: Porn showing non professionals.
Amputees: Porn involving amputees.
Anal: involving anal sex.
Enemas: Sexual play involving enemas.
Apotemnophilia: Arousal by self-amputation.
Asphyxia: Inducing sexual climax through strangulation/restricted breathing.
Auto-Erotica: Self stimulation
Auto/erotica: typically involving women in cars.
Auxiliary intercourse: Sexual climax achieved by moving the erect penis back and forth in the armpit. Also known as bagpiping.
Balloons: fetish involving blowing up or popping inflatable objects.
Barely Legal: attraction to teenagers who have just turned the legal age of consent for sex. (Mature taboo)
BDSM: Bondage and Discipline / Sadism and Masochism.
Bears: attraction to big hairy men.
Bestiality: humans having sex with animals.
Big Butts: attraction to large butts.
Bikers/Biker chicks: Fetish about motorcycle gangs.
Bikini: Images of girls in small bathing suits.
Bondage: Arousal through restraining others or being restrained.
Breasts: fetish about breasts.
Brown: Sexual practices with feces.
Bukkake: (Japanese word meaning ‘to pour.’) dozens of men ejaculate onto a woman’s face.
Californicate: To copulate shamelessly in any and every position.
Capnolagnia: Arousal from watching others smoke.
Castration Play: Arousal from thoughts/threats around castration
Catheterophilia: Arousal from watching a catheter being inserted in urethra.
Cheer leaders: Porn about cheer leaders.
Chili Dog: Act of defecating on a woman’s chest and masturbating between her breasts.
CBT: Cock & Ball Torture, inflicting or having pain inflicted on balls and/or penis
Cock rings:</b> A ring placed on penis to delay ejaculation Cockstuffing: Inserting thin cylindrical items into urethra. Sometimes associated with docking.
Coeds: atrraction to college girls.
Conga Line: a group sex activity in which men are connected through anal sex.
CP: Corporal Punishment. Includes spanking, paddling and whipping.
Crating: S&M practice in which a master packs his slave in a crate and sends him to friends by post.
Cross dressing: Dressing in the style of another gender.
Crush: about stepping on food, insects, toys, or other bodies.
Daisychain: A group sex activity in which people are connected through oral sex.
Dermagraphism: A fetish for skin abrasions made by pinching, biting and sucking.
Dildoes: Non vibrating sex toys designed to emulate a penis.
Disney/Toons: Disney or other commercial cartoon characters depicted engaging in sexual activities.
Dirty Sanchez: Giving sexual partner a “moustache” by transferring their feces from anus to under the nose.
Dirty Socks: Arousal associated with dirty socks (often associated with smell).
Dog in a bathtub: Act of inserting testicles into partner’s anus, so called for being as tricky as its namesake.
Drag Kings: Flamboyant female cross dressers.
Drag Queens: Flamboyant male cross dressers.
Docking: Male inserting his penis in the foreskin of another man's penis (tip to tip)
DS: Arousal associated with Dominance and Submission.
Electrical (Electro): attraction to playing with electrical current (tenz units)
Emetophilia: Arousal from vomit or vomiting.
Ero-Manga: Erotic comic strips from Japan.
Erotic Anime: Erotic animated cartoons from Japan.
Exhibitionism: Arousal through
Face Sitting: arousal by having peole sit on your face (also called "smothering)
Facials: about ejaculating on a woman’s face.
Fat: aroused by obese people (called a "chaser")
Feet: aroused by feet & toes.
Fisting: A sexual practice including inserting the hand into the vagina or the anus.
Flashers: Subcategory of exhibitionists. Typically men who briefly expose their genitals in public places for shock value.
Flooding the cave: Urinating into a partner’s vagina.
Forced Feminization: A sexual practice where a a man is forced to dress as a woman. Typically a service provided by a dominatrix to a client.
Furries: Arousal through Dressing up in an animal costume (separate from Pony Play).
Giantess: Fetish involving imaginary giant women.
Golden Showers: Arousal involving urination.
Harpaxophilia: Arousal from being robbed.
Highschool girls: aroused by highschool girls (aka: Lolita)
Hot lunch: defecating into a partner’s mouth.
Housewives: Fetish for housewives.
Huge Insertions: having large dildlos or objects inserted in anus or vagina
Hum job: Oral sex given to a man while humming a tune.
Intergenerational: attraction to people significantly younger or older than you are (Mature Taboo)
Interracial: aroused by interracial sex (mostly a fetish in the white community, about having sex with black people).
K/S: Erotic material featuring the original the Star Trek main characters Kirk and Spoke having sex with each other.
Latex: Fetish for this particular material.
Latinas: aroused by South American people.
Leather: Fetish for this particular material.
Legs: aroused by legs or stockings.
Lingerie: aroused by lingerie.
Lolita: aroused by fantasies about sex with under-aged girls.
Loose Socks: aroused by (Japanese) schoolgirls with loose socks.
Mature Taboo: attraction to people significantly younger or older than you are (intergenerational)
Medical: Fetish about nurses/doctors and medical exams or equipment
Mud: Sexual play about being covered the body in mud.
Mud Wrestling: A professional practice typically involving nude women wrestling in mud.
NIP: Nude in Public.
Nude Celebrities: Porn typically involving fake manipulated images of celebrities.
Orgies: group sex.
Panties: Fetish for woman’s underwear.
Petite: aroused by women with small breasts.
Pony Play: Sexual practice involving people being treated as horses.
Power Exchange: Arousal associated with Dominance and Submission (cf. DS).
Plushies: Sexual play involving stuffed animal toys.
Pornstar: aroused by paid professional actors.
Prego Porn: aroused by pregnant women.
Pumping: using vacuum pump on genitals (penis/balls/clit/nipples)
Queefing: farting from the vagina.
Rape/force: aroused by forced sex (role play).
Russian Rape: Popular sub category of rape/force.
Scat: short for scatological (Sexual practices with feces) aka: "brown".
Senior: aroused by senior citizens.
Sex Dolls: aroused byife size sex toy models used for masturbation. Typically inflatable.
Shoes: Fetish typically for high heeled womens shoes.
Smothering: Fetish involving people sitting on your face/body to the point of restricting breathing
Spanking: aroused by watching spanking or being spanked
Snowballing: Sexual play in which one partner drools semen into the mouth of another.
Sploshing: Sexual play involving covering the body with food (especially associated with England, often involving baked beans and molasses).
Super-Heros: Sex play involving dressing up as super-Heroes.
Taphephilia: arousal from being buried alive.
Teabagging: repeatedly dipping the scrotum into a partner’s mouth.
Trample: being stepped on by large or heavy people, often many people or very heavy objects (car)
Torture: Sexual play involving pain as an enhancer of arousal.
Uniforms: Fetish for uniforms such as secretaries, doctors, nurses, maids, air hostesses, nuns, military, police, fire fighters...
Upskirt: Sub category of voyeurism typically involving hidden cameras capturing images of women’s underwear from a low angle.
Vampirism: Drawing lifeforce from a "doner" (Sanguin= blood, Psi=psychic energy, or emotional energy)
Vibrators: Vibrating device used as a sex toy.
Vintage: Porn from earlier eras.
Vominatrix: A dominatrix who specializes in vomiting on her clients.
Voyeur: Individual who gets aroused from illicitly viewing other people’s sexual activities.
Watersports: cf. golden showers- urination play.
Wet and Messy: A sexual play involving people being in water, mud or food, often fully dressed.
Wife Swapping: trading domestic partner for that of another couple for the night.
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